I really needed that break, I really did. This period of reflection has been absolutely necessary for me to survive because mentally I've not been doing well. I've been called a Square Peg more than once in my life, and through this time of reflection I've realized that once again that is the problem. I am undergoing a personal restructuring of my priorities and life and will be coming back to this blog very shortly with a renewed permission to view and enjoy and experience things as I see fit, with no requirement to address things in such a way that it asks me to be critical of everything I do or what humanity does at all times. That attitude is just crippling for me. Nope, I have felt a turn, taken a sip from a goblet of hope that will maybe give me just the permission I need to enjoy this life as I have it. I am not an ambassador, a 24/7 caregiver, or a grunt piece to enable someone else's dream to come true. I was raised with the belief that I am entitled to live my own dream while remaining true to my personal responsibilities.
More to come and soon, I'm glad to say.
2 comments:
Hi Beth... just found your blog thru your Flickr account (thanks for "friending" me) and now I say OH, a woman after my own heart... a knitter, a designer and an artist... could she be kin? I so look forward to reading as you go forward with your self-pledge to view, enjoy and experience things in your own life....
Thanks Liz. I visited your blog, loved it and look forward to following yours too. Thanks for posting a comment!
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